"Fall Back Down When I Die," by Joe Wilkins
Book review
Mindy Cameron
This is a story of realistic, complex characters whose lives intersect on a big canvas – as big as eastern Montana. Author Joe Wilkins grew up there and infuses his novel with a sense of personal attachment to both the history and current realities of life and conflict across the vast landscape.
For Wilkins, western open spaces are both real and metaphoric. “There were some distances you could not cross,” he writes, later describing the land as a place where “failures of the nation, the failures of myth, met the failures of men.” With that, Wilkins captures the overarching context of his story. But the strength of this book – and it is powerful – is in smaller, intimate moments as the story unfolds.
Wendell, the protagonist, grew up in a small town in the Bull Mountains. He was a star athlete in high school until an injury put an end to that, just another defeat in a short life. When we meet him, his father has disappeared, his mother has taken her own life, he is living alone in a trailer and working as a farmhand for a neighbor. His solitary life changes suddenly when a scrawny 7-year-old boy, son of a cousin, is delivered to him by a social worker from Billings. The boy’s name is Rowdy.
The reader soon knows Wendell as a gentle soul. We see him respond with tenderness to the surprise of his new responsibility, accepting the reality that the boy doesn’t speak and feeding him saltines smeared with margarine, as many as he wants. All the while Wendell keeps up the patter of one-sided conversation with the child.
While that sweet relationship develops, the story builds around the conflict over use of public lands, the historic, seemingly endless conflict in the West, from the Sagebrush Rebellion, to the so-called Wise Use Movement. The conflict is fueled by a deeply rooted resentment that many longtime residents hold for state and federal government agents charged with enforcing rules over the land and the critters who inhabit it. The resentment occasionally leads to violence, and so it does in Wilkin’s fictional version, in which the wolf is the catalyst.
Mindy Cameron is a former managing editor of the Lewiston Tribune and editor for the Seattle Times who now lives in Sandpoint. She can be reached at mindycameron@gmail.com.
